Lost my first pet.

[HappyKitty]

Just brave enough to talk about it after a month.

Without you...
It felt my childhood is gone.
My family went silent.
My friends are still hurt that you’re gone.
It hurt me to see you being buried down in the grave. I hope you and your brother Simba is in heaven together.
Its been a lovely 13 years with the both of you. 🎈

 

[johnDoen]

Just brave enough to talk about it after a month.

Without you...
It felt my childhood is gone.
My family went silent.
My friends are still hurt that you’re gone.
It hurt me to see you being buried down in the grave. I hope you and your brother Simba is in heaven together.
Its been a lovely 13 years with the both of you. 🎈

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My condolences for you and the cat with golden eyes. 13 years were well-lived, rest in peace.

 

[Cagla]

💜 I'm so sorry...

 

[JMG]

Very sorry @HappyKitty I too know the pain of losing beloved kitties, have had to say bye to 2 in my life (in 2013 and 2019) too and I miss them very much. I feel comforted knowing that as long as I remember them they will always be alive in my heart and that I can keep feeling love for them even though they are no longer in the physical world.
I hope the happy memories you shared will bring you comfort, sending lots of loving hugs to you today & always

 

[HappyKitty]

Did you know when I first heard the news, I got angry at covid, hallucinate then scream about it and still crying unintentionally at this point every time someone brought up their memory to me. Its just nice to hear from a friend saying those are normal? Like .... They just watch me do all those convincing me I’m not alone. I thought I’m crazy.

 

[HappyKitty]

Oh also. I understand if we want to go back to the past cause the present is too much to bear.... But like the old me is a lost teenager and while theres fight in the family, my kitties is my only comfort. Now that I've lost them and even if its peaceful now, I feel like I want to find ways to give away Nano Miu, my new cats without regrets and guilty before I am seriously attached to them. Yes, yes I am talking to myself. I'm considering this tho.

 

[BlueGreen]

Oh, I'm so sorry @HappyKitty Oh goodness I know the pain. I lost two little ones who were feral many years ago and they were the ones that broke my heart. I didn't stop crying for three solid days and even now I think of them every February. I was living in the Middle East and there are so many feral cats there but these two got attached to me. They left too soon. Such a hard little life they had but I find comfort in the fact we found each other and they knew some love. Your cats were loved, that is the best life they could have had. I'm sure you have plenty of love to give Nano and Miu and they will help you heal.

 

[Daphna]

Just brave enough to talk about it after a month.

Without you...
It felt my childhood is gone.
My family went silent.
My friends are still hurt that you’re gone.
It hurt me to see you being buried down in the grave. I hope you and your brother Simba is in heaven together.
Its been a lovely 13 years with the both of you. 🎈

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[KM76710]

Sad to hear the loss, beautiful cat...

 

[Baywasp]

Just brave enough to talk about it after a month.

Without you...
It felt my childhood is gone.
My family went silent.
My friends are still hurt that you’re gone.
It hurt me to see you being buried down in the grave. I hope you and your brother Simba is in heaven together.
Its been a lovely 13 years with the both of you. 🎈

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Sorry for your loss. What a beautiful kitty!

 

[HappyKitty]

Thanks you guys. Taking care of them for 13 years has been quite an achievement for me. I’ll be sharing memories I dig from in here. 😸 I’m bit brave enough to look at bit by bit.

I’m just really angry at covid cause covid rules had to separate us. I’m not happy one bit.

Kofi is just few months old in that picture and this is Simba. Kofi has been lonely so we adopted Simba. Simba who is younger than Kofi but died earlier in 2020. Yes, we spoiled him. 🥺





Also this is baby Miu, telling me to not give him away. So hard to say NO to that face. 😂

 

[Baywasp]

Also this is baby Miu, telling me to not give him away. So hard to say NO to that face. 😂

Miu and Nano love you a lot.

 

[Lady Wolfshead]

Your current and former kitties are adorable. I'm so sorry for your loss. Your kitties that have passed on will definitely live in your heart and memories. I hope you will see them again. And I hope you can keep Nano and Miu - every kitty is a feline person and they are unique yet their catness will always hold an echo of your previous kitties.

 

[Fleury Dragon]

@HappyKitty sorry for your loss I know they brought you great joy

 

[BlueGreen]

Thanks you guys. Taking care of them for 13 years has been quite an achievement for me. I’ll be sharing memories I dig from in here. 😸 I’m bit brave enough to look at bit by bit.

I’m just really angry at covid cause covid rules had to separate us. I’m not happy one bit.

Kofi is just few months old in that picture and this is Simba. Kofi has been lonely so we adopted Simba. Simba who is younger than Kofi but died earlier in 2020. Yes, we spoiled him. 🥺

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Also this is baby Miu, telling me to not give him away. So hard to say NO to that face. 😂

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Oooohhh, you must listen to Miu!!

 

[Rockclimbinggirl]

I'm sorry for your loss

 

[HappyKitty]

Thanks so much for your condolences and encouragement not to give up on nano miu, cause I kinda need that kind of strength during this times. I think if I give up on nano miu, it won't only effect here but it can hurt "millions," thats how much I discovered pets can impact so many people lives and I'm not being sappy here.

 

[KindaOtiose]

I'm sorry, that must be tough. Losing a pet is always very difficult. Try and look after yourself.

 

[littlestarsmum]

I’m so sorry for your losses, friend. It hurts, and yet the hurting isn’t all bad, because it’s a part of the love you feel for your kitties. Your memories of them will always be with you. I know it’s not easy but stay strong. Hugs.

 

[HappyKitty]

Thanks for your condolences again. 🌸

I just want to express here some feelings about them, you can ignore if you want to.

I'm just angry at covid, how covid separates us long story short. At this point of time, I'm supposed to video call them and I still kept forgetting that they're gone that it's not on purpose that I forgot. I called up my aunty who helped took care of the cats when being separated along, she was also crying when it's brought up like "they're gone sweetheart, did you forget?" and I just went "are you sure, their royal cannin dry food isn't finish...." all cause I am planning to visit them again supposedly around Aug/Sept after dropping my brother off to the UK to study if I ever change my mind again. I hate my parents sure, sometimes I would literally do everything to visit them. I mean, i feel pointless taking the covid vaccine. Its just more reasons not to follow my family to travels.