May you never born in india

[Congratsbaby]

So called mother screams and I am sensitive to it. So I try to focus on breathing and not let her words echo in my brain and not cry , I shut up basically so we can't talk.

So called mother says my subjects aren't important. Says I should not get far from home tho my brother did. Says this because my course ain't important.

Forcing me into whatever.

Again ofcourse didn't stay on her word.

Now , I am either going far from home or I won't go to college even if they force me into one. Even if I go , I won't write anything in exams.

I am not going to college. No.

You can't force shit on me.

The way people go " this subject is higher than the other "
And the way they would flip if that lower subject person would earn more than the higher one.

Adults are hypocrites whatever but in india it is like you're in a really terrible position.

This country shouldn't exist in the first place.
Problems with everything. Gods. How you dress. What career you choose. Marriage.

Like seriously just jobless terrible people even with jobs.

( Harsh language below )

If I had a dick , I would rub it on their faces when I would succeed.

 

[Congratsbaby]

Little update - I talked again with firm ground , cried multiple times involuntarily
And maybe I still have a chance to go out for away from home college

 

[GFS]

If I had a dick , I would rub it on their faces when I would succeed.

That kind of language and behavior is unacceptable. You should know better.
Although, I mean... theoretically speaking.... you can do that with a plastic... thing. Technically, same effect.
Just saying of course. I obviously would never suggest, support or encourage anything like that.

 

[Congratsbaby]

That kind of language and behavior is unacceptable. You should know better.
Although, I mean... theoretically speaking.... you can do that with a plastic... thing. Technically, same effect.
Just saying of course. I obviously would never suggest, support or encourage anything like that.

Rub doens't mean actually. Like just showing them and wiggle 😭

I am sorry. I am not actually but yeah I am still sorry.