Yes, I understand all that. Delving into this further, I wonder if being on antidepressants for so long has made it so I can't produce the needed neurotransmitters on my own. Some sort of overuse/rebound effect. That being said, ofc I would never abruptly discontinue or encourage anyone to avoid antidepressants. I think my next move will be the prospect of an SSNRI for the norepinephrine component because I'm certainly not at a point where I feel comfortable titrating off of an AD. That would surely be a recipe for disaster.