Medication isn’t working anymore

[StressedSlug]

My meds haven’t been working very well and I feel worse and worse. I’m losing days to lethargy and generally feel like I am better off if I’m not around anymore. I can’t handle many things and instead of overcoming them my instinct is to just give up because the hurdles seem too high. It’s been a year since I’ve self harmed and I feel myself wanting to do it again even though my scars are finally starting to fade a little bit. Going out of my mind. Just lost my wallet with cash and that feels lkke the last straw. I don’t even want to be around anymore. I’m stuck in my car in a stupid parking structure because I am freaking out too much to drive home right now. There is so much on my mind and it just feels endless and i don’t understand the things that weigh on me so heavily.

 

[may71]

I'm sorry you're going through this.

My meds haven’t been working very well and I feel worse and worse

You might be able to get your medication adjusted, or try some other treatments. I could say more about other treatments if you're interested, but it's ok if you're not.

Just lost my wallet with cash and that feels lkke the last straw

I'm sorry that happened. Maybe it will turn up? I've lost my wallet before, but it turned out it fell out of my pocket while I was in my car, and so it was just there in my car.

I hope things will get better soon.

 

[StressedSlug]

I'm sorry you're going through this.

You might be able to get your medication adjusted, or try some other treatments. I could say more about other treatments if you're interested, but it's ok if you're not.

I'm sorry that happened. Maybe it will turn up? I've lost my wallet before, but it turned out it fell out of my pocket while I was in my car, and so it was just there in my car.

I hope things will get better soon.

its ok thanks. I know I need it adjusted I just haven't been in contact with my psychiatrist like i should. Unfortunately my wallet is really gone. I vaguely rememebr setting it down in a store and I cant remember picking it pack up so it proably got taken. I searched my whole car. I even went back to the store to look. It's not the end of the world that it felt yesterday but I still feel down about myself. Usually I am able to be composed even when these things happen, but this time i was really freaking out.

 

[may71]

I even went back to the store to look

Did you ask the people at the store? In principle they could have it behind the counter. I'm assuming you did ask them, but I thought I'd mention that just in case.

i was really freaking out

I'd freak out if I lost my wallet too. I usually don't carry much cash with me, it would be more about losing my license and then also trying to remember what else was in my wallet and managing that.

 

[StressedSlug]

Did you ask the people at the store? In principle they could have it behind the counter. I'm assuming you did ask them, but I thought I'd mention that just in case.

I'd freak out if I lost my wallet too. I usually don't carry much cash with me, it would be more about losing my license and then also trying to remember what else was in my wallet and managing that.

yeah, I called them first and asked them to look. They also didn't have anything in the lost and found. One thing about me is that I'm pretty pennywise and poundfoolish so I had 200 cash among other things in my wallet. I also lost a 50 dollar restaurant gift card. I had a lot of stuff in there.

 

[may71]

It's an awful feeling. I'm sorry that happened.

I hope life will send some good thing your way soon that will make up for that.