Meh

[Manji]

So... I wish I could disappear but at the same time I wish someone could save me or help me and breathe some life back into me. But really the only person who can do that is me. I feel like I have lots of love and kindness to give out. I can be understanding and trustworthy but the people around me hurt me all the time. No one in my family appreciates me and they treat me like a doormat. And sometimes I understand- everyone is busy with their own lives and I don't expect them to build a shrine in my honour. But a little conversation would do.... All my friends are busy with their own work and other things so I'm feeling a bit lonely. I feel sad that people around me don't care about each other- it sucks.

Just a rant... Anyway, whoever reads this- hope things get better for you. We can be our own heroes and save ourselves.

 

[may71]

Hi Manji,

Sorry to hear that you are going through this.

Learning to stand up for your self more may help you. I think that the core of self-assertion is the belief that you have a right to express what you think and feel.

Are you getting any treatment? Some form of treatment, and then perhaps moving to a setting where you are surrounded by people who treat you better might help.

It seems like being in a place where the love that you send out gets reflected back a little more could help you out a lot.

The links in my signature might be worth checking out

 

[Petal]

Hi there, you are far from alone here, we're here to go through this with you. I am sorry you are so lonely, are there any support groups going on where you live? That might be beneficial to you. Do some things you want like even go to the movies lone, I have done that. How long have you been feeling like this? There's no worse feeling like feeling no one cares. WE care