more loss... relapse?

Discussion in 'Rants, Musings and Ideas' started by Zooty, Dec 31, 2008.

  1. Zooty

    Zooty Active Member

    Well im not any better off other than getting rid of the people who annoy me and surrounding myself with who i thought were more understanding people, now my new best friend has just me that she no longer wants to be my friend with the explanation of - i cant be arsed to explain. So 2 days after being curled up in bed i was all prepared to phone the doctor up so turned my phone on to find a txt from her that had been sent at 2am saying im all yours tommorow x so called her up for her to pretty much say that txt wasnt for you before hanging up on me.

    I'm posting this before i go out to spend new years with people who dont have a clue how crazy i am the only reason im going out is my 2 friends off this site said the alcohol will make me forget im unhappy... forgetting doesnt solve the problem i would rather deal with it than delay it.