Today I went to the doctor for the first time in like 5 years (I'm 20). I wanted to get help with my depression. It's been so difficult to make the steps to finally reach out and I was super nervous. When I met with my doctor, she asked me really straightforward questions like "Are you depressed" "Do you think of killing yourself".. which I understand but she was very cold about it. When I said that I do think about killing myself often she quickly replied "Well we discourage that" in almost a scolding way. She didn't ask any other questions and told me she was going to put me on prozac and didn't ask me about my anxiety or anything else I mentioned. I don't know what to do... she didn't offer me any information about the medications or any other options. It was just a really discouraging experience.