I dont know. I just found out today they are not expecting my friend to make it until the end of the week. Her mom and sister are getting here today, and they are thinking she is holding on for them to get here. She doesnt talk anymore, she doesnt know anyone, she just lays and moans. I cant stop the tears. Im so mad she doesnt deserve to suffer like this. At the same time I cant help but think it should be me. She has a grand babies she needs to watch grow up. Im so angry. I have to go to my sisters tonight and that is going to be hard. I dont know if I will even be able to take her the poem I wrote her. I am hoping to take it there tomorrow with my friend and at least give it to her daughter, but at the same time I dont want to intrude on their time with her. I dont know.