My furbaby died

[Snake on the Moon]

My furbaby boy died suddenly on the morning of the 14th. Evidence points to a heart attack. I heard him howl his last kitty howl, I tried resuscitation, I feel so guilty. I wish I had done more, I wish I had loved him more, I wish I had taken him to the vet even though I thought he was okay.
I am so lost. He cuddled me every day. The house is so quiet without him. His ashes are home and on my nightstand but I'm still so sad at his loss and I don't know what to do with these emotions.

Edit: Pic is of him cuddling me while he slept. I miss him so much.

 

[MisterBGone]

I’m so sorry Snake on the Moon! 😢 I’m so, so sorry!

 

[Holding my breath]

Sorry for your loss. Our furry friends mean so much to us. Sending hugs. Xx

 

[Windhover]

My condolences for your loss. Our animal companions give us moments close to perfect on this old earth. They will meet us at the rainbow bridge when the time comes.
Hugs @Snake on the Moon

 

[Snake on the Moon]

My condolences for your loss. Our animal companions give us moments close to perfect on this old earth. They will meet us at the rainbow bridge when the time comes.
Hugs @Snake on the Moon

I really hope that's true. I would be in heaven if I got to see all my beloved furbabies once more.

 

[Blossom]

I'm so sorry for your loss

 

[Lady Wolfshead]

I love the photo - what a sweetheart. Kitty is still with you in your thoughts but take time to grieve. When I lost my furbaby it took much longer than anyone thought it "should." I still miss him.

I believe we will see them again. Meanwhile the representation of him will live on in your mind. He is with you. But I know it hurts not to have him physically present. My other cats are his "relations" so he's with me in them too.

 

[cymbele]

I've had a number of furbabies (all cats) die on me during my lifespan. I still grieve but know that they were well loved and part of the family. I'm so, so sorry for your loss.

 

[LonelyHiker]

My condolences @Snake on the Moon

 

[Atreides]

Sorry for your loss

 

[Witty_Sarcasm]

I'm so sorry for the loss of your sweet kitty

 

[Angie]

So very sorry for your loss.

Take time to grieve.

Be good to yourself.

 

[KM76710]

Sad to hear of your loss and such a beautiful family member...

 

[Acy]

I’m so sorry for your loss.

 

[Waves]

Hugs

 

[AvidFan]

Sorry to hear this news. It's so sad to lose a pet and people underestimate the severity of the the grief it can cause. Allow yourself time. Sending you lots of 💕💕💕

 

[Court]

So sorry for your loss my condolences 🥺❤️

 

[Lane]

He was such a beautiful boy @Snake on the Moon. I'm sure he knew how much you loved him and so sorry for your loss.

 

[may71]

My furbaby boy died suddenly on the morning of the 14th

That's awful news, I'm sorry you lost him.

I wish I had taken him to the vet even though I thought he was okay

Taking him to the vet wouldn't necessarily have changed anything.

It sounds like you gave him a long and happy cat life. Please be gentle with yourself.

Hugs

 

[Soul flower]

So sorry for your loss.