I was never close to my granny, because she's all the way in China and i grew up abroad. I've met her a few times and spoken to her a handful of times. I am not that affected by her death but i do feel a bit sad. I am concerned about how my mother will be affected. I don't think I could have done any more for my granny. I visited her when i could etc. I never knew her that well, but she was always the nice gentle type. Cute , like my mother. and hopefully something i inherited too.
But i am a bit shocked. just quietly shocked. i cant believe thats it. thats the end. like shes gone now, forever and ill never see her again. we all knew she was very sick and my mother flew over about a month ago to go see her. We all knew that. its just we always thought there was a possibility she would get better you know. at least, thats what i thought. or hoped.
tonight i will go to the church and light a candle for her. not religious but will say a small prayer. I might light a candle for my mother too during these difficult times.
may she rest in peace (my granny)
bubbiebear
But i am a bit shocked. just quietly shocked. i cant believe thats it. thats the end. like shes gone now, forever and ill never see her again. we all knew she was very sick and my mother flew over about a month ago to go see her. We all knew that. its just we always thought there was a possibility she would get better you know. at least, thats what i thought. or hoped.
tonight i will go to the church and light a candle for her. not religious but will say a small prayer. I might light a candle for my mother too during these difficult times.
may she rest in peace (my granny)
bubbiebear
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