My issue

[MAC0]

So not sure if this is the right place to post this if so sorry

Woke up this morning after a week of really deep depression and felt very scared

so if you read my post in the introduction section you will understand more my issue is my face onside of it has lost a bunch of bone structure to the point both the left and right side of my face is totally out i will getting treatment soon but my mind keeps telling me that my face is going to be permanently like this right now I only leave home if I wear a face mask and yeah I have been abused by anti Covid people even now so that cannot last

I have A plan that I would get the treatment then never leave home work from home online and you can get everything delivered so you don’t need to go out

i feel safer in my home even before treatment I don’t have to face others be judged by how bad I now look

 

[KM76710]

This is a good place to post and thank you for sharing of yourself. I hope that the treatment goes well as can be for you and that things turn out better than you are expecting. With luck the advances in recent years will be of benefit for yourself because a person's self image does have big effects on their thoughts about themselves can be a big issue.

 

[MAC0]

I hope your right on the advances in medical treatments but I need to be ready for the bad of it because that’s been my life since 2001 it’s been one bad thing after another they just role in one after the next

like I said I am more than happy staying home and having shopping done online my only issue being money

 

[MAC0]

Well that was not fun looked in the mirror and notice my nose one nostril looked lower on the thinned out side of my face funny thing is while that nostial has changed because of the lose of bone around it this looked horrid it was than the other side

anyway I did my normal because mirrors dont show what you really look like I took a pic on my ipad while my face is still out the nose did not look that bad but still it set me off cannot concentrate on anyone thing right now tried to play a video game got 15 mins before I left watched the news but it was all war and economic misery so that got old fast

I really feel like smashing that mirror