Before six months I had some massive anxiety attack. I can say that from then on I was never normal. I just feel like my brain has shut down. I had pretty bad symptoms which had gone.. Most of it. But still I struggle with the symptoms that I have. It's almost unbearable. I have depression for now. And I feel so numb. I have weak response to almost everything. I get anger sometimes.. But I don't feel like the adrenaline is released. I feel so numb for everything. Back then I used to have anxiety due to doing pornography. Then I came to know it's a drug and stopped it. <Mod Edit: removed link> But to check it.. I did pornography yesterday and I felt nothing. I didn't have anxiety at all. I felt very numb. Is this the symptom of depression? Guys. Can u give me some advice on how to battle this deadly illness?