I have been struggling a lot this past week. Things still seem to be going down hill. I feel like I am the only one here, I am alone in everything I do. I have no friends and my family does not understand. They think depression is like a cold, it will just go away. No one likes me, know no one wants to be friends, I am alone. I am a loser, everything I do is wrong, I have no self-esteem, and I am worthless. I hate myself. All I do is sit in my room and stare at the wall most of the time or I sleep. I want to escape, end this battle I am fighting. If I do leave the house it is mostly with my parents. I live at home because I am not able to work, so I make no money. I am a failure.