I've already spent a lot of time putting stoff on here. Thank you. I don't know if it's good. I guess it is. People do care, out in the world. I should care but I really don't. I only live for myself and not help others. I don't want to change anymore. I've done things my way too long to know how to change. I guess I'll see my dad tomorrow, then come back May 8 or 9; he's not online, I will be okay until then.