I've been having a lot of dreams about violence, death, and things like that. They happen quite a bit. As well, I can't ever seem to go to bed earlier that 1am and always have to get up around 7. I've had so much lack of sleep. On top of that, night time is just one of those times that I get even more depressed than I already am, and mostly that's the time when I self harm. I want it to all go away. I'm loosing myself in this.