I have bipolar disorder, have had eating disorders and self harm. I have tried to kill myself 10 times. I havent got access to a mental health team; theyre always busy and don't get back to me. My medication is taking too long to work. I only have the option of going to A & E when things get bad and seeing a psychiatrist there, but when I go there they usually say theres nothing they can do and to go home as Im not in danger. Even though I have overdosed and slit my wrists. It feels like no one actually wants to try to help me live. I know the mental health resources in my area are overstretched but I also know of people who use the service when there is nothing seriously wrong when people like me actually are in danger of dying.