Just arrived home from a night out for a friend's 21st birthday. While i was attempting to stay happy my boyfriend said something along the lines of "cheer the fuck up" and that small phrase sent me into a complete spiral. He knows what I'm going through and claims he understands as he has felt this way before. So why would he say that? I feel lost. I tried explaining things again later, but he just rolled over and went to sleep. I feel physically hurt. i also had a first counselling appointment today and just felt like punching the patronising woman most of the time. What do you when everyone around you also seems to be depressed and so the feelings feel inevitable and a normal part of this horrible world?