May71, i thought that guy could be my boyfriend finally but for him we're just friends.... its the first time it hits me so hard.
and "non" was meant to be "mom".
we're back talking to each other and i hope it wont be too hard.... having feelings and having to hide them....
when it happened i started to see all the negative things in my life that went wrong only this year and there are too many. my obvious solution is always to give up....
im trying to pick up the pieces....
thank you for your support.
@iloverachel , im your friend too! thank you!