I dont know. I cant believe another friend is gone. Just as group was about to start tonight I got a message that a very close and dear friend that I was on dialysis with passed away. Im still just so numb. Why? I dont even know what to say or what to do. All I can do is sit here and cry. I cant believe he is gone. I just feel like things are piling up again and i dont know what to do. I just cant believe he is gone. He was such a good friend. I dont knwo.