There is this thing a stranger once said " some parents would have their kids be suspended from school over and over again than giving them the help they need "
I don't wanna be a mother but to just think of this thing that having a child who is a literal part of you , how can you hate them?
But people are capable of terrible shit. it is not your fault. This is so difficult to remember. My parents being bad parents isn't my fault
I asked them for treatment but i never got. So many young people have the same. Their mental struggles being denied " why are you so depressed we are giving you everything " except that everything isn't everything
They did and continue to force depression adhd and whatever out of me as if with enough violence I would turn their version of normal
They just ruin lives
No amount of nothing can change that
People become so damaged like this. they rather fake it infront of people with issues or they retreat and become the silent ones
And for some reason you're still the burden the unwanted the ungrateful the spoilt child the weirdo and good for nothing
Like you're punished for being born
Cause if you had an option you would never choose your parents. I wouldn't.
I don't wanna be a mother but to just think of this thing that having a child who is a literal part of you , how can you hate them?
But people are capable of terrible shit. it is not your fault. This is so difficult to remember. My parents being bad parents isn't my fault
I asked them for treatment but i never got. So many young people have the same. Their mental struggles being denied " why are you so depressed we are giving you everything " except that everything isn't everything
They did and continue to force depression adhd and whatever out of me as if with enough violence I would turn their version of normal
They just ruin lives
No amount of nothing can change that
People become so damaged like this. they rather fake it infront of people with issues or they retreat and become the silent ones
And for some reason you're still the burden the unwanted the ungrateful the spoilt child the weirdo and good for nothing
Like you're punished for being born
Cause if you had an option you would never choose your parents. I wouldn't.