What do you do when you just can't find anything in life worth living for? I used to have a passion for online gaming, but now I can't get interested in anything. Tired of gaming, not interested in reading, watching TV, movies. Now all I can do is try to muster up enough patience to get through the day until bed time. I just can't stand it. I've been on over 30 medications, seen over 8 therapists, and had my brain fried (ECT) with no success. Playing games used to get me through the day and at least distract me from my problems, now I have nothing except to dwell on my problems all day. Why do I suddenly have nothing?