My therapist finally told me I was autistic after I pestered him about what was causing some of my issues. I kinda suspected all along. but now it's driving me crazy. I keep focusing on what thoughts are autistic and aren't autistic, which drives me crazy because I can't tell. and it driving me crazy might in turn be a symptom. but I can't know for sure. which drives me crazy. It's an endless, vicious, painful cycle