October 17th/2016

[Brian777]

Wow it's 3pm in Canada and the cafe is still closed, oh well I hope I opened it correctly
Greetings everyone, it's Monday and the start of a new week, may it be better than last week for everyone.
It's a sunny warm Autumn day here and I've missed most of it from being awake all night and sleeping till noon.
I'm just making tea cause I don't know how to cook that well.
Hugs to everyone
Brian

 

[Witty_Sarcasm]

I hope I won't have to deal with more asshats on the phone. I will just have to screw around with them and not let them get to me. Words can only affect me if I let them, so I need to keep that in mind.

 

[Inanimate]

Hello

There's really just... not much going on in my life. Over the last month, I've been trying to gain weight. I managed to gain two pounds overall, and I was supposed to gain another pound by today, but apparently I lost a pound? It makes no sense considering how much I eat. It's discouraging. I do have a fast metabolism, and I need to eat much more than the average individual to maintain weight, let alone gain weight, but I mean come on. Come... on! I don't want to just accept that my weight gain isn't always going to be a linear trend. How the fuck is there a setback if I'm consistently eating 1000 calories over the daily value? It's horseshit.

 

[Petal]

I'm annoyed, I'm tired, I'm anxious, I'm frustrated and feel belittled. Dear life, fuck you.

 

[Baywasp]

We had practice today. I was thinking about killing myself earlier, but then I read the announcement that since our game is Friday, we have practice today, tomorrow, and Thursday. I was just like "screw it, I'll give it a chance." It was a somewhat shortened practice because there were some kids who had an ultimate frisbee game on our field. We did a lot of passing today, and everybody was commenting on how much I'm improving. I actually got tackled for the first time today, and it was gentler than I expected. Probably because I kind of froze up when someone passed me the ball during the drill where there was tackling... I think I mostly sucked today, especially during the conditioning drills, but everyone was being really nice and encouraging. Then afterwards I got to hang out for a short time with a few of the guys. Now I have to do a take-home midterm that's a bunch of essays that I haven't started. Thankfully the professor encourages us to be concise and hasn't given us any length requirements.

Also looks like we can maybe make the playoffs in the wild card spot with a win on Friday. We haven't really won yet this year I don't think, so I'm not sure what's going to happen.