although i have no formal diagnosis, my therapist has talked to me about how what i describe is consistent with cyclothymia and psychosis. i don't know whether i'm paranoid or what, but it seems every night, i will look at my clock, and lo and behold, 01:11am is shining back at me. this is a regular occurrence and i'm starting to feel like this number is following me around. am i paranoid or does this mean something? can anyone shine any light upon this at all? do i need help regarding this?