so ive had cystic fibrosis all my life I almost died november i bounced back amazingly tho and see the effect it had on my girlfriend and mother hurt man but being that sick was horrible and they were constantly upset so im starting a new treatment and if it doesnt work thats it for me ill try my ass off but only so much i can do and if its a no i dont want to die painfully sick and see people upset everyday if i was going to die anyway maybe i shoud end it before we all suffer im fucking terrified