Is because it's just as pointless as life. It's also painful too, and I'd hate survive and end up with brain damage or something. Life is pointless and meaningless, and so is suicide. People are always talking about living life to the full and shit like that. What they mean is make money, go get drunk, get married, then divorced, then poor because of the divorce, retire, watch tv, spend time with your annoying family and friends, then finally you die. People talk about love -- when it doesn't exist, it's just chemicals in your brain. The fact that I will die is my only solace, the only problem is I'm 22 and it will be awhile.