It's nothing I'm proud of to talk about.... But I feel I need some advice, badly. My past when I was a young age 15-16, I had been getting into sexuality, and found a nice depression KILLER to boot, my first highs on unmentionables... It wasn't a good mix for me, I couldn't help but be a perv to more than a few women, even online, and nowadays I deeply regret what I did. I know it effected what people thought of me, and some of it is permanent... I feel like such a creep, and I was... I even got made fun of by a couple in the past. I quit the drugs, and have looked into myself and Buddhism to help me gain wisdom and maturity... I have not been sexual with another woman other than past ex girlfriends since, which encouraged it when it came to them..I am 19 now. How do I get over this. I wish I could apologize to them in person, but all I do not have ability to contact and say my sorries... and I don't think they'd care to hear that I was a perv while using ***** and im truly sorry for what I did. Ahh regrets... If only people could understand how much I've changed and am still improving.