I tried to avoid everything, I really did. It's a terrible feeling to know that someone just suddenly doesn't care about you anymore at all. I don't know what I did so wrong to deserve feeling this way and have this happen to me. I feel physically sick and very very alone and abandoned right now, and I just don't know why. I kept my promise, but here I am, neglected and unloved. To know that someone is so unstable and just leave them alone, I just don't understand and am feeling very hurt and no one cares.