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Permanent ED at 18

#1
So I have a disease known as venous leak. It is only curable by

a) implanting something akin to an artificial dick instead of my natural one, costs more than 10000 euros and would need replacement every 10 years.

b) other surgery that has a 50 percent success rate and will work for 4-5 years max

Even though I have the money for treatment(savings bequeathed to me by my mother for college before killing herself), I have some problems:

- doctors in my country would disregard venous leak and ascribe my ed to psychological issues(they're not, I can achieve an erection but it fades away in 20 seconds)
- my grandparents, which have been staying with since the age of 15, would tell me that my problem is not real because of the previous point and ascribe my complaints to mental illness(my mum, their daughter had schizophrenia), even though I don't have it

To solve my problem I would need to take everything in my hands and fly to another country and spend a lot of money for that surgery. This would result in me losing the support of all my relatives, the only(little) recourse I've had in life to this moment. Considering my other issues(balding, long term depression and stress, lack of social skills, low testosterone etc), I really don't know what to do anymore. I worked so hard in my life, both at school and outside out it, had to deal with constant beatings, public shaming, unsupportive people, psychological abuse, neglecting doctors, mental issues and so much other fucking shit. And now this... I dunno man. I have trouble with expressing myself and can't really convey all the pain and frustration I'm currently experiencing. But holy fuck, I'm so fucking tired maan, so fucking sick of this all...
 

Paisley

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#3
If you do go to another country, it might be worth it to get diagnosed by an unbiased doctor before spending money on any sort of treatment. Anyway, what country are you thinking of?
To solve my problem I would need to take everything in my hands and fly to another country and spend a lot of money for that surgery. This would result in me losing the support of all my relatives, the only(little) recourse I've had in life to this moment. Considering my other issues(balding, long term depression and stress, lack of social skills, low testosterone etc), I really don't know what to do anymore. I worked so hard in my life, both at school and outside out it, had to deal with constant beatings, public shaming, unsupportive people, psychological abuse, neglecting doctors, mental issues and so much other fucking shit.
Are you saying that your family are the ones who beat you, publicly shamed you, and psychologically abused you?
 

JDot

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#5
Hi @gurunelu It's understandable to be depressed with the situation you're in. You'll always have a place here to share your thoughts and feelings. We're here for you, and we're glad to have you here.
 

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