Hello. Im Michelle. Im 24 years old, married, no kids. Ive had suicidal ideations my whole life, and recently was hospitalized. Nothing seems worth it to me anymore, not even things I once loved. I have zero tolerance, and just don't want to be here anymore. I STRUGGLE daily with emetophobia, fear of vomitting, and it causes my life to be HELL. Id love to connect with people on here and have some one to talk to.