:sad: ... no... not even a happy birthday... and even though he is hurting me SO badly right now, I still can't stop loving him... and I am trying one last time. I am sending him a card, letter, and something I got for him... I was supposed to get it all packaged up on Sun night... but I ended up in the ER from 2am Sun night/Mon morning until 6pm Mon evening... with no sleep or food, so by the time I got home... I was in NO position to package shit up... and today I was too exhausted to do much either... so hopefully tomorrow I'll get it together. Course I don't sleep anyway, so I'll be just as tired tomorrow, but gotta try!