GOSH FREAKING DANG I hate that my social workers are super chill around me but my own brother irl acts so awkward and weird and anxious to me
and he still keeps calling my little nephew "Brother" every second he gets right in front of me super loudly and then just making fun of me in front of the family
every time I'm around him he just SUPER quickly turns his head towards me and says "Are you ok [my name irl???]" "Are you alright [my name irl]?????" and when my mom said me and him can go to a bar and hang out with people, my bro was by me and said "Geez I wanna go loosen up and hang out with the crowd, but I can't, because I have to worry about you....." and I was just thinking in my head "but you don't have to worry about me.. its no fair.. my social workers leave me be all the time and let me do things on my own.."
I hate it =( I miss when my bro was more relaxed around me