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[TragicReality]

I took a lot of mushrooms earlier. I walked in front of a mirror and was really surprised.

For background, this is the first time I’m wearing a floral shirt I just bought.

I look like someone’s dad at a luau and I can’t stop laughing about it.

Is this bad that I'm laughing like crazy at your 2 posts picturing you? I cant stop laughing.

 

[TragicReality]

On a serious note I hope you're ok. It was a good one! You should consider stand up comedy!

 

[Fbr27]

I'll be 30 in one week.

 

[Congratsbaby]

I'll be 30 in one week.

Happy birthday in advance
Sorry if you don't need it

 

[Fbr27]

Happy birthday in advance
Sorry if you don't need it

Thanks.

 

[TragicReality]

Doing what my doctors nurse said on the phone isnt' working. I wont go to a hospital again about this.

 

[Congratsbaby]

Thanks.

You're welcome ❤️

 

[ClassicsFan]

It’s officially been a month now since I last heard back from my former coworker, and why am I continuing to get ghosted by her?

 

[Congratsbaby]

It’s officially been a month now since I last heard back from my former coworker, and why am I continuing to get ghosted by her?

I am sorry
That must be really painful

 

[Inastorm]

Doing what my doctors nurse said on the phone isnt' working. I wont go to a hospital again about this.

What's up?

 

[Inastorm]

I melt my mind with this thought.

If when my brain dies, a little like if I had a stroke or dementia, where my memory will disappear. Then the way I feel now I'm not going to remember. It's like I can't remember what I had to eat a week ago. So if I don't remember anything when my brain stops working, then why am I having to go through all of the now, I don't mean in terms of an excuse to ending it, I mean all of the present is going to disappear, and when I die, it's like none of it ever happened. Weird.

I have a habit of over thinking things.

 

[Inastorm]

I'm busy today, but wish the missing person was here. I really enjoyed seeing them make these ridiculous monster sandwiches on a Saturday, where they would put about 4 sandwiches worth of filling into 2 pieces of bread. It was really nice all these day to day things, I just liked to chill out and do stuff with them.

They had all these funny things they would say, like Friday night is horror night, for a type of movie to put on.

 

[Inastorm]

I'm so fucked off they ended up getting these narratives in their head about me. Though I could of handled things much better, rather than being dismissive or getting crazy emotionally overwhelmed.

 

[TragicReality]

What's up?

There's no good place on the forum to put it. Internal plumbing issue, not the easy no 1. And after 3 weeks I really should get it checked out, but my experience with abdominal pain wasn't helped when I was at the hospital. If I don't look like i'm in pain they dont think it's a matter of emergency. And I'm stubborn. If this keeps up another day I will go, maybe there's a different doctor that will take me seriously at the hospital. Thanks for asking

 

[TragicReality]

I'm so fucked off they ended up getting these narratives in their head about me. Though I could of handled things much better, rather than being dismissive or getting crazy emotionally overwhelmed.

I'm sorry. Hit a key and the message was deleted, maybe it should be. I hope you'll feel better soon about things.

 

[TragicReality]

I melt my mind with this thought.

If when my brain dies, a little like if I had a stroke or dementia, where my memory will disappear. Then the way I feel now I'm not going to remember. It's like I can't remember what I had to eat a week ago. So if I don't remember anything when my brain stops working, then why am I having to go through all of the now, I don't mean in terms of an excuse to ending it, I mean all of the present is going to disappear, and when I die, it's like none of it ever happened. Weird.

I have a habit of over thinking things.

I like your thinking. It's an interesting thought. I worry I'll get alzheimers soon. It runs in the family. I wonder if my mom suffered from having it, or was it harder on my dad to be the main care taker... She'd start repeating the same question. If she wasn't aware of it, was she more at peace? I wish I knew. Nothingness sounds good to me when I die though.

 

[Congratsbaby]

I melt my mind with this thought.

If when my brain dies, a little like if I had a stroke or dementia, where my memory will disappear. Then the way I feel now I'm not going to remember. It's like I can't remember what I had to eat a week ago. So if I don't remember anything when my brain stops working, then why am I having to go through all of the now, I don't mean in terms of an excuse to ending it, I mean all of the present is going to disappear, and when I die, it's like none of it ever happened. Weird.

I have a habit of over thinking things.

I don't believe in the term overthinking. I don't think that exists .
I , I understand you. ( Maybe you don't want to hear this I understand )
Sending you hugs if you're okay with it
If not just sending you wishes. May god ease things out for you , I am sorry ☹️

 

[Congratsbaby]

I'm busy today, but wish the missing person was here. I really enjoyed seeing them make these ridiculous monster sandwiches on a Saturday, where they would put about 4 sandwiches worth of filling into 2 pieces of bread. It was really nice all these day to day things, I just liked to chill out and do stuff with them.

They had all these funny things they would say, like Friday night is horror night, for a type of movie to put on.

Aish grief is just difficult. Sending you a hug again if you're okay with it
If not , I want to tell you , your feelings are valid and I hope you would allow your grief space

 

[Congratsbaby]

I'm so fucked off they ended up getting these narratives in their head about me. Though I could of handled things much better, rather than being dismissive or getting crazy emotionally overwhelmed.

Ahh this sucks too.
Obviously everything sucks and I am no one to decide what does or doesn't.
I see you , I just want to say that.
You're not a bad person

 

[Inastorm]

@Congratsbaby
Thanks for your comments, appreciate them. I'm not very huggie, but will take the wishes - thank you