I melt my mind with this thought.
If when my brain dies, a little like if I had a stroke or dementia, where my memory will disappear. Then the way I feel now I'm not going to remember. It's like I can't remember what I had to eat a week ago. So if I don't remember anything when my brain stops working, then why am I having to go through all of the now, I don't mean in terms of an excuse to ending it, I mean all of the present is going to disappear, and when I die, it's like none of it ever happened. Weird.
I have a habit of over thinking things.