There is a huge problem imo talking to anyone about SH. Most people will call somebody on you or if it's a professional you'll be in a mental hospital so fast on at least a 96 hour hold. It's no wonder people are afraid to talk to anyone!!! Yes being in the hospital stops you from any attempts, but doesn't solve the underlying problem. They may refer you to another "professional" who will most likely want to shove more meds down your throat. These meds always have horrible side effects for me. Antidepressants can actually make you more depressed. Idk what my point is exactly, but I've experienced the perils of telling the truth about how I'm feeling.