Anyone else who purges after eating normal meals and I even go as far as water. Like I know tonight I will eat a pizza for my dinner and I will throw up in less than 10 mins. I don't feel hungry anymore at all . I know it's not good I make my throat bleed. My doctor asked if I ever binge which I don't think I do I don't eat large amounts of food. I've got to the point everything makes me feel sick . I don't think I have an eating disorder. I know I think I'm fat and recently a proffesional told me that I am People keep telling me to eat proper and healthy but I just can't seem to stop the feelings of guilt about everything I eat even when I cook a meal from scratch. When I throw up I feel calm and like I'm getting rid of all the bad and it's okay again.