Question about my sexuality
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I am sorry to hear that. That is unfortunate. Report the bullies, don't let anyone get away with bullying you, it has clearly upset your mind tremendously regarding your body . No words of wisdom, I just hope one day you see the situation clearer and that you can move on from your thinking negatively about your body, as pink! would say ''you don't have to change a thing, the world can change its heart''.
You're not a dipshit - they are the dipshits, their lives are so uneventful that they find it eventful to torment you relentlessly.
Simply tell them to get a life and find something better to do with their time and lives.
Have you had any therapy ever, at all? I think that might help A LOT.
Or start slowly by confiding someone in school, a teacher or someone you trust.
You deserve better, you deserve a life worth living.
Simply tell them to get a life and find something better to do with their time and lives.
Have you had any therapy ever, at all? I think that might help A LOT.
Or start slowly by confiding someone in school, a teacher or someone you trust.
You deserve better, you deserve a life worth living.
I think you should go back and explain your issues, write them down if you feel better doing that. Just keep reaching out here and in real life, too young to be suffering all of this 
How long ago was it since you saw the psych? Did it help any bit, was there any relief at all?
Was there any diagnosis mentioned?
How long ago was it since you saw the psych? Did it help any bit, was there any relief at all?
Was there any diagnosis mentioned?
I think you should go back and explain your issues, write them down if you feel better doing that. Just keep reaching out here and in real life, too young to be suffering all of this
How long ago was it since you saw the psych? Did it help any bit, was there any relief at all?
Was there any diagnosis mentioned?[/QUOTE
I was 17 I only went there once because of my emotionally abusive dad who doesn't like his daughter sick and broke
Pills helpt a little bit but I didn't have family support
to continue
I was diagnosed with OCD(back then I had sever obsession over cleanliness but now I'm okay)
depression and ADHD
How long ago was it since you saw the psych? Did it help any bit, was there any relief at all?
Was there any diagnosis mentioned?[/QUOTE
I was 17 I only went there once because of my emotionally abusive dad who doesn't like his daughter sick and broke
Pills helpt a little bit but I didn't have family support
to continue
I was diagnosed with OCD(back then I had sever obsession over cleanliness but now I'm okay)
depression and ADHD
You know what I think of your plans with plastic surgery and of long-term healing rather than short-term solutions like that, especially if you want a long-term good relationship with a good person 
Let us support you in your hardships. I'd say the same to my daughter if I had one. How the bullying affects you makes me so sad... but here on SF we want what's best for you. That's the way to true long-term happiness, not a fake one.
Regarding your sex drive, there is nothing wrong in watching porn or masturbation. If you are addicted, try talking about it to a doctor. Maybe they will prescribe you some pills to help a bit with your depression, your suicidal thoughts and addiction, but it takes time to find what works for us. If not, a therapy is always a good thing. I'd put more money into that.
PS. Don't watch models, please.
Look at real women around you, or on the internet, and try finding what makes them beautiful. Models are not real, and they are certainly not happier because of their looks. Most happy women around the world don't look like models. They are happy for so many other reasons, and they celebrate their real beauty as well as what's beautiful around them.
Let us support you in your hardships. I'd say the same to my daughter if I had one. How the bullying affects you makes me so sad... but here on SF we want what's best for you. That's the way to true long-term happiness, not a fake one.
Regarding your sex drive, there is nothing wrong in watching porn or masturbation. If you are addicted, try talking about it to a doctor. Maybe they will prescribe you some pills to help a bit with your depression, your suicidal thoughts and addiction, but it takes time to find what works for us. If not, a therapy is always a good thing. I'd put more money into that.
PS. Don't watch models, please.
Look at real women around you, or on the internet, and try finding what makes them beautiful. Models are not real, and they are certainly not happier because of their looks. Most happy women around the world don't look like models. They are happy for so many other reasons, and they celebrate their real beauty as well as what's beautiful around them.
Well this would mean that "all guys" want a certain personality, which cant possibly be true. It's not even arguable that that's true.
It sounds as though you're quite immature in your thinking that you need to have surgery and all this shit to feel better about yourself. You need to return to counseling and figure out your head before you go under the knife and ruin your life for something that is wrong inside your head.
"All men" aren't attracted to any trait just like "all women" aren't. You aren't "so ugly" that you can't be with someone -- there are people out there with no arms and no legs who are dating. There are people who have been burned up in car accidents and have been disfigured beyond recognition and they're happily getting married. People with any number of, I dont know, genetic disorders or who knows what, going on. No one is "too ugly" not to be with someone. You *can* be too ugly on the inside though.
It sounds as though you're quite immature in your thinking that you need to have surgery and all this shit to feel better about yourself. You need to return to counseling and figure out your head before you go under the knife and ruin your life for something that is wrong inside your head.
"All men" aren't attracted to any trait just like "all women" aren't. You aren't "so ugly" that you can't be with someone -- there are people out there with no arms and no legs who are dating. There are people who have been burned up in car accidents and have been disfigured beyond recognition and they're happily getting married. People with any number of, I dont know, genetic disorders or who knows what, going on. No one is "too ugly" not to be with someone. You *can* be too ugly on the inside though.
Yes I am ugly from the inside too.you know why?when I was 15 I was nice to everyone I loved them i cared about them but those people abused me and force me to change now i hate everyone and everything and that includes myself
Yes i am too ugly to have a healthy relationship a relationship without watching my man peeping other girls right in front of me
People are shallow when i was nice no one liked me and they all thought I'm stupid
Yes i am too ugly to have a healthy relationship a relationship without watching my man peeping other girls right in front of me
People are shallow when i was nice no one liked me and they all thought I'm stupid
I think I replied to your thread before. Anyway, so small, thin, likes old style music, likes Stanley Kubrick and other classic movies, well you sound more and more interesting to me. If only you were older. j/k
Seriously join a movie club or any random meetup and you'll find about a bazillion guys your age who aren't into those giggly girls with high school attitude who can talk only about nail polish and parties. At the very least you'll make some friends.
BTW every guy looks at other women. Some openly, some secretly, but everyone does. Girls do the same. It's one of those weird truths.
As for the porn addiction, dunno but isn't addiction defined as something that interferes with the other aspects of your life? Another weird truth is that everyone watches porn. It's also not uncommon to feel sad or guilty about it. I just ran accross some article about it the other day. Either way unless you watch it 10 hours a day, I woudn't worry.
Seriously join a movie club or any random meetup and you'll find about a bazillion guys your age who aren't into those giggly girls with high school attitude who can talk only about nail polish and parties. At the very least you'll make some friends.
BTW every guy looks at other women. Some openly, some secretly, but everyone does. Girls do the same. It's one of those weird truths.
As for the porn addiction, dunno but isn't addiction defined as something that interferes with the other aspects of your life? Another weird truth is that everyone watches porn. It's also not uncommon to feel sad or guilty about it. I just ran accross some article about it the other day. Either way unless you watch it 10 hours a day, I woudn't worry.
OMG this is like one of the sweetest replies i ever get.BTW i love your profile its Travis Bickle and taxi drvier is just amazing overall😍😍
i like whole hinkrey Jr and assasination of Regan incident too.
BTW i always had this thing for older guys😉
I guess im too jelous to let my guy look at other girls in front of me except porn stars
yes unfortunately
porn does interfere with my life i dont think if i said it clear enough in my posts its kinda ruining my life.
i like whole hinkrey Jr and assasination of Regan incident too.
BTW i always had this thing for older guys😉
I guess im too jelous to let my guy look at other girls in front of me except porn stars
yes unfortunately
porn does interfere with my life i dont think if i said it clear enough in my posts its kinda ruining my life.