I am so depressed because I have such unrelenting rage against the many people who've hurt me in life. First, there was my father who always told me I was worthless. Then there was my grandmother who burdened me terribly and never treated me with any value or respect. Follow that up with my utterly worthless extended family, who thought my only purpose in life was to shoulder the burden of my grandmother. Last, but not least, are my so-called friends, who do nothing but use, take advantage of and insult me behind my back. My father and grandmother are dead, so I can't get even with them. Is it wrong to want others to suffer for the way they've so terribly hurt you over the years? If so, guilty as charged. However, it hurts to feel this way and I wish it would stop.