[rant- *triggering?*] - lsd doesn't have something good to do for her life

[LSD]

,,know the feeling when a gun is infront of your face..touching your skin
- how fragile is a human life
its funny.. cuz in anatomy and fisiology they teach you how damn complicate
is the human body..millions of different process happens when you just ate an apple and when you pick something you drop
but.. just a little pieace of metal can end it all

pleople prepare some hard method to die..when the only fact that you stopped breathing.can also kill you
find a way to stop your heart
how come that is always in my mind ?

even its soo easy
the hard part sometimes is pulling the trigger
and decide to do so
die sounds so easy.
but how come i'm not able to do it
people die for meanless and little things
and i do them all and more.. and i'm still here


maybe the ending is just another start
heaven hell.. or just the nothing
how can be sure
what lies after the bullet
we all wanna know

 

[LSD]

its such a damn huuuuuggggeee mistake i'm here ^^
i shoudn't be here
waste of space
waste of hair
waste of oportunities

i should reconcider the fact of going this year
i really don't have something... on me that worths ..for living
proly my lil sis... i don't want her to have any traumas or whatever
but i can't hold it longer
i wish i could be selfish
-- this time.. selfish-- i don't care.. i dont want to breath any longer
idk how the hell im still here
i don't want it
i dont want to keep going
.. all i want is to rest
proly i'm to lazy..thats all

 

[famous.last.words]

you are not any of those things.
y'know, i have just looked at some of your other replies to people and throught what a kind, empathic and sweet people you are.
the kindness you show for others is emmense, there is a whole lot of goodness in you.

Ever want to talk, im here. It would bet gutting to see such a wonderful person be lost.