Ready To Die But Afraid of Failing.

Discussion in 'Suicidal Thoughts and Feelings' started by ELLIEANDMONKEY, Mar 29, 2011.

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  1. ELLIEANDMONKEY

    ELLIEANDMONKEY Well-Known Member

    I've never attempted suicide. And I'm ready.

    I'm just scared because I fail at everything in life and I don't want to fail at this.

    I want one attempt and that's it. I don't want to screw it up. I'm not out for attention from loved ones. I don't want to fail.

    I'm so scared it will be yet another thing I fail miserably at.

    Does anyone else fear this?
     
  2. In Limbo

    In Limbo Forum Buddy

    I understand the fear, although I didn't experience it - I was past that point...

    Why is it you want to quit life?

    Feel free to talk on here or PM...

    Chris
     
  3. ELLIEANDMONKEY

    ELLIEANDMONKEY Well-Known Member

    I can't find happiness and anything I attempt to do I fail at. I'm not even close to exaggerating.
     
  4. In Limbo

    In Limbo Forum Buddy

    I understand that feeling of utter faliure - more than you know...

    Please stay and talk a while - you CAN get through this...
     
  5. ELLIEANDMONKEY

    ELLIEANDMONKEY Well-Known Member

    What if the pain doesn't go away. It's been over 6 months and it gets worse. Time doesn't heal like everyone says. I can't deal with this pain anymore.
     
  6. In Limbo

    In Limbo Forum Buddy

    Time only heals when it is combined with positive actions to heal. Otherwise our wounds just fester...
     
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