I've coped pretty well with all this so far. But it's just getting worse and worse and I don't see an end to it. Despite the months of restrictions the numbers keep going up. Now we're back to where we were in March but without the good weather to cheer us up.
Now everything has closed again. No shops, cafés, entertainment. No mixing of households inside or outside. My friends were what's kept me going the last few years and not being able to see them feels like my world has disappeared. It's like there is no world outside of these four walls. Home is so awful and now there's no respite from it anymore. I've done the zoom calls but they're really no substitute.
I know everyone is in the same boat, putting up with the same restrictions and missing their friends and families. I know that the restrictions are for the best but that doesn't make it any easier. I don't want a life where I can't see my friends other than through a screen. I don't want a life where I'm not allowed to leave my local area to have a walk on the beach. I don't want this but there's absolutely nothing I can do to change it.
Now everything has closed again. No shops, cafés, entertainment. No mixing of households inside or outside. My friends were what's kept me going the last few years and not being able to see them feels like my world has disappeared. It's like there is no world outside of these four walls. Home is so awful and now there's no respite from it anymore. I've done the zoom calls but they're really no substitute.
I know everyone is in the same boat, putting up with the same restrictions and missing their friends and families. I know that the restrictions are for the best but that doesn't make it any easier. I don't want a life where I can't see my friends other than through a screen. I don't want a life where I'm not allowed to leave my local area to have a walk on the beach. I don't want this but there's absolutely nothing I can do to change it.