red

[lost_child]

Red wellies, wheres your clothes.
red platforms but your 6.
counting close your eyes and count to 100.
make sure you keep on counting.

Red wellies, naked in the living room.
curly hair, chubby legs
how old are you?
where's your clothes.

there's prince
the family dog
how old is he?
why are you just in red wellies?

where are you clothes?
how old are you, you need clothes
its cold, put some clothes on.
where's your mum?

Find your mum, put some clothes on.
cover up, you shouldn't be like this.
why did he give you red platforms.
red is he's favourite colour

you can't walk in the shoes
why does he make you wear them
wearing your nightie
and the shoes.

red shoes
red wellingtons
too much red.
red is everywhere.

red red red
hate red.
he took a picture.
i burnt the picture.

burnt the memoeies. it couldn't have happened.
sit on daddy's lap read a book.
can't sit still.
red wellingtons wheres yor clothes.

she's back there, cold, scared and alone. feeling sick.

memories cold. i want out, she needs realising from this. i can't do this. i can't help her.

 

[lost_child]

glashbacks, one after the otehr. none stop. need to talk, losing it big time. scared, losint it. losing it losing it. scared. scared scared.

 

[itmahanh]

Like you I'm lost. So come with me and maybe together we can find our way back. PM me and lets try to find a way out of here together. You're not alone, you've got me.