Relapses

[puffymilk]

I've been doing so good for these past few weeks from the burden of my ex, because it has been one of my biggest mental issues for years. It was so nice to get my power back. But sometimes I feel angry about certain things in the past that just randomly pop into my head. Then I'd feel down again. I know it's a part of the healing process but it just sucks having to remember his garbage acts. I want to say I wish I could forget it but that's exactly something he has said and I don't want to even think about that because it reminds me of him.

 

[Lane]

Good for you on getting out of a toxic relationship. That takes strength. I hope that eventually time will ease all of your pain.

 

[seabird]

I relate to your post. @puffymilk

I'm grateful to be done with it all but then I find myself bringing up some stupid issue again, and anger can start festering. It's at myself for believing in him for so long. I have patience with myself sometimes, not others.

safe hugs to you