I'm back on this forum after about two years. I used to SH, but I gave it up, and I really thought I beat all of my depression. A month ago, my boyfriend/ first love ended it, again. Now, he's back with his ex, and I feel completely worthless. I've never been so lost. I know I can beat these feelings, but right now it's overwhelming. I would love someone to talk to, or just any sort of response.