Remembering the "father"

[I_waste_everything]

"Father" of the coercer of me. Disgusting creature, creepy, ugly in behavior.

I think hateful about that fact that it, too, hung out with us, interacted with us, and it was a creep all the while.

It, too, is a permanent blemish on this attempt at my lifetime. I want to kill myself right now to shed this mass infected by that filth.

 

[Mid Night]

"Father" of the coercer of me. Disgusting creature, creepy, ugly in behavior.

I think hateful about that fact that it, too, hung out with us, interacted with us, and it was a creep all the while.

It, too, is a permanent blemish on this attempt at my lifetime. I want to kill myself right now to shed this mass infected by that filth.

I_waste_everything I am praying for your healing.

 

[I_waste_everything]

I'm þinking about it again.

I feel truly now, what I was afraid at ðe time to let myself feel. Anger, humiliation, disgust.

I am so angry now. So angry. So angry. I want to get back to ðæt time right now, or preferably *before* it. And I refuse any allegation I can't rush my getting back ðer. By ðe name of ðis website (first name, for ðos who read ðis later), we all know I can.

Right now my mood is not to hurt mi, it's anger at him. I hope he's died of a heart attack by now and ðæt it was, or will be, long, debilitating, and painful.

 

[I_waste_everything]

Ðe last time it ever visited ðis house, it did ðæt þing wherein it said I have someþing on my shirt, ðen when I look down it pulls its finger up to hit my face.

I hate it. Ad hominem I hate it so much.