schizophrenia autism personality disorder mood disorder

[Fletchy]

this is a weird one but im worried about talking to people about my illnesses incase they wanna put me out my missery so to speak. im actively trying to stay alive. statistics says just on its own schizophrenia has a suicide rate of 5 to 13 percent, autism the average mortality age is 54. not how do i die, how do i keep myself alive, how do i make sure no one gives me more mental truama then ive already been subjected to. is that me done am i broken now ? ive had somany things happen to me that even one would have a high rate of suicide. i dont wanna fking die stop making it so hard to stay alive

 

[may71]

I'm sorry that staying alive has been so difficult. I wish life would start being kinder to you.

Are you getting any treatment now, and do you have any form of mental health or general support that's helping?