I always wanted to become an actress. It was all going well. I'm in high school but I had some kind of a plan and I was going to study acting in the UK. But my depression is back. I am thinking off going to the hospital. On one hand I will have to catch up with school later and maybe I'll have to stay an extra year at high school but on the other hand, I'm scared I won't stay alive long enough to graduate. What should I do?