I just detect invalidation everywhere. Stuff like "old trans woman doesnt pass, doesnt care" on a meme about transgender support groups.
I feel like because of shifts in peoples attitudes and behaviour, i am getting more dysphoric with time. and the fact its dependent on others and not within makes me even more dysphoric.
appearing emotionally unavailable is part of ny idrntity. i am an ANTP 5w7 idrntifying transtypal Autistic asexual demiboy person. It maked me unbearably upset whenecer people think i apprar upsrt when i swesr i am completely calm, or people think i apprsr "highly distressed" or even "meltdown" when i am just crying at a normal volume. and i notice behaviour like this, as well as overall misgendering and invalidation, increase eith timr. i feel extremely doomed.
Flinching easily when no one else does also gives me dysphoria
111 thought that 56 kg is "normal weight" ðŸ˜
i wouldnt say its undereright, but for someone of my height its probably somewhat below average
It breaks my heart to be perceived as an emotionally vulnerable, stupid, dramatic girl. when i want to be seen as a rational boy so badly
I feel like because of shifts in peoples attitudes and behaviour, i am getting more dysphoric with time. and the fact its dependent on others and not within makes me even more dysphoric.
appearing emotionally unavailable is part of ny idrntity. i am an ANTP 5w7 idrntifying transtypal Autistic asexual demiboy person. It maked me unbearably upset whenecer people think i apprar upsrt when i swesr i am completely calm, or people think i apprsr "highly distressed" or even "meltdown" when i am just crying at a normal volume. and i notice behaviour like this, as well as overall misgendering and invalidation, increase eith timr. i feel extremely doomed.
Flinching easily when no one else does also gives me dysphoria
111 thought that 56 kg is "normal weight" ðŸ˜
i wouldnt say its undereright, but for someone of my height its probably somewhat below average
It breaks my heart to be perceived as an emotionally vulnerable, stupid, dramatic girl. when i want to be seen as a rational boy so badly