I fell off my horse for about 3 weeks ago and hurt my back pretty bad and was in the hospital for more then a week. They were giving me drip for a couple of days but then I started by my self to eat..My demons in my head yelled at me and told me that i was getting fat of the drip but i couldn't do anything because my mother was sitting next to me and I couldn't get up from the bed. Now when I came home I tried not to eat so much. I can't work out because of my back and im getting more and more fat and I don't want to go out or do anything anymore because it feels like everyone is looking at me and saying "oh look at her she has put on some weight". I want them to say " oh look, she is really beautiful" . I hate my fat body..