shouldnt waste time

Discussion in 'Suicidal Thoughts and Feelings' started by panzer759, Jul 21, 2015.

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  1. panzer759

    panzer759 Active Member

    I am really close. nothing has gotten better, only worse. this person I like likes me too, but I don't want to waste their time by killing myself so I can't bring myself to get close. it's fine, I'm not into family and relationships anyway. I'm just sick of making ties that I know will be broken when I die even if by that time I'll be gone and nothing would affect me anymore anyway. and I have hopes for the future that are just crushed by my feelings, I can't move past them. if it is not death that does me, then running away from everything and everyone I've ever known will. death, or running away I guess. sorry but I needed to vent.
     
  2. Butterfly

    Butterfly Pokémon Master Staff Alumni SF Author SF Supporter

    What is it that is making you want to take your life?
     
  3. panzer759

    panzer759 Active Member

    a lot of things. each year that goes by I get closer and closer but it hasn't happened yet. I have a gut feeling that it's gonna happen this year tho I'm just sticking it out for a little longer
     
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